Almost in the Clearing, Then a Fall

Well today was anohter wasted day of my life. My stupid lazy ass fell asleep instead of going out, again. This is my only weekend day to do shit, and i manage to fuck it up weekly. Pretty sweet. Sunseri came into the house and woke me up at like 10:30pm. Said they were outside, and lets go out. I put my shoes on...open the door and my WONDERFUL mother walks in. Boy how i've missed her. -_-. She yells raves and screams. Nothing i cant handle or that i didnt know was coming. Punishment is no going out until summer. Which is fine. I need a ticket to solitude anyways, she just gave me one. I'm on the 900th level of depression. I seriously feel like i'm at the bottom of the world. I'm sitting here, trying to calculate how long it is til i'm 18. 18 is my "Get the fuck out of here" pass. I look forward to redeeming that ticket. To johnny sunseri and tues, thanks for the many attempts 2nite. I'm glad I have a limited number of people that i have a mutual like towards. I think its time i start being completely honest with everyone and how i feel of them. I have no lower to go, so people no liking me because of how i feel is no longer something i worry about. I need some pills, badly. IM me about h00Xing me up...i cant stand being in this state of mind. I'm outta here. Farewell. The one and only - n00bit