All in the past now
Well, i'm back to myself again. A smarter and slighty wiser self anyway. Now that i'm thinking straight again, I realize i've done nothing to regret. And, for that, I regret nothing that happened. I learned more than I have ever learned before in one single night, and i'm almost thankful for it. I'll tell you one thing thats changed - My opinions of the past. I constantly used to babble about how things will never be the same. And now, i'm glad. I wouldnt want them to be the same. The friends i've lost are expendable, and the ones i have found are irreplacable. Trust is not something i have for anyone anymore, but I'm sure that will change soon in the future. For some reason, i still trust Joe - The Jew. Dont ask...I wont be able to answer. I dont miss anything anymore. I realize that i had it good, Then i took a wrong turn. The wrong turn, to my surprise tho, i have realized happened months ago. Its fixed, and i'm better for it. A thank you going to kyle for opening my eyes to the level I could see clearly again. Fuck Change. Fuck who called on me. And fuck those friends that have turned they're back on me. I dont need any of you, and I've completed my effort phases towards you. But, I'm cheery. Which is good. Laugh, I feel like i've aged 20 years mentally in just a couple weeks. I'm glad. Its all over now, and posts will now concern me presently and in the future. Fuck the past. Farewell - n00bit.
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