Blogging about a Blog entry

Just a month or so ago I wrote a blog entry describing exactly how fast things are changing for me now that i look back. It was freaky then, and i kinda missed the way things were. But, at that time, i almost said "They were good then, but they're ok now". As if by everything changing i just lost a little bit, nothing to worry about. But now, things are switching up for me yet again. If I list those friends i had a month ago and the ones i had now, the two list's would be very different. A few remain the same, many dropped, and a very small few added. And as much as i hate to say this again, the change that is occuring is bad. People I thought were like a new permanent part of my life have just...Left. It kinda sucks. As soon as i got used to the change i thought i couldnt live with, things change up again. I need some more variety. I went out with joe and the group 2nite. I mean, good people, but not ones i hang out with much. I had more fun with them then i have in a long while with the ones i know now. Its just...Different. As a family member once said "Best friends are hard to find, hard to lose, and Impossible to forget". I honestly couldnt agree with any 1 statement more than that one at this point. I cant tell if i'm losing good friends, or I maybe just enver had them to being with. A long story left untold named Life. I guess the only way to find out about everything is to live it. Long night of thinking ahead of me 2nite (along with some CS with seta in upcoming mins). Now you know a few more of my own life opinions. Thanks for reading...G'Night. -ALn