Depression is no longer in my vocabulary

Well, i'm finally back to being comforatble again. I made realizations and tortured myself with realizing they are actually true. The moving out when 18 thing is awsome. The not so awsome part?...That seems about 6 dozen years away. I'm ungrounded june 3rd, maybe sooner. The not so awsome part?...That also seems 6 dozen years away. I realize now I dont have a crew so much. Its a good thing. I hang out with a few regulars and enjoy who's ever company they decide to bring along. Tonight tues brought zack's sister along. Part of my crew?, No. But it ended up being fun. Freestyle Friendships is what i've named it. Spring break went as planned in the last entry. A LOT of TV, not so much fun. I'll admit tho, Friday was a pretty decent time. There was the laying around at sunseri's and the DI vs. KRISTA fight, but besides that all went pretty great. 2nite i managed to talk my way into going to the lax game. We lost, but it was still a pretty good time. The entire girls lax team was there, keeping me entertained through most of the game. Twas me tues and rach, a small comforatble group. All in All - worth the trip. 2mEEr is the last day of school for the week, kinda pumped. Not sure why, seeing as i'm grounded, but i am. Life has taken a turn for the happier of roads. Enjoyable to say the least. O, and i mangaed to pass coach's class for the 9 weeks. Extremely pumped about that. Ok, i'm off to bed, to watch more hours of TV. I'm torn whether to stay with the Farewell at the end of the entry's, or to do somthing badass like "Signing off". For now, Farewell - n00bit.

Spring Break, more like TV break

Today begins the 6 day long spring break baldwin has been given. Exciting, but not really. For me anyway. Being grounded isnt as bad as I thought it would be to be honest. I get usually 1 day out a week, which is well spent with good friends or getting rid of problems. With spring break here tho, i remain grounded and will most likely become one with the television. I'm not a very athletic outdoorsy type kid. But, believe it or not, I'd rather go outside and run 30 miles with friends than sit and do nothing. Nothing just isnt me. No HW over break. No nothing over break. Miss alderson's last night, which sucked. I miss the little bit of freedom i used to have. Other than that, peachy = me. I'll catch everyone later. Farewell - n00bit.

Wish list

Well, as most of you know i'm grounded for 3 months. I noticed that i wont be spending much money anymore...seeing as i made it through a weekend without spending 20 bucks. I'm going to start thinking of shit i've wanted, but never had enuf money for. So far, i can think of speakers. I want some uber cool computer speakers. I also want an alarm clock ten times the size of my head. I think a 27 inch TV in my room would be nice. Any ideas as to what would be awsome IF u had enuf money?...Leave it as a comment. I'll be glad to hear it. Thats all for now...I'm out. Farewell. -n00bit

Blog worthy quotes

I've had (except for realizing i'm finished until summer) a good couple of days. I'm taking things more lightly, not sweating the small stuff. Or the big stuff for that matter. The other day i walked into school at about 7:15. Tired and feeling beat up, i usually just relax until the bell rings. Well, lenny comes in. For those of you who dont know him i pity you, for those of you that do, get this one. He comes into the school with all his lax shit. Practice after school. He looks pretty loaded. There is a purse with some books laying on the table where he usually sits. I hear a "Who in the hells shit is this?". The girl comes over and says "Mine". This catches my attention. I turn to hear him say "Get it the fuck off my table". This alone was quite funny. She said "but they took our table". He says "Good, go get it back. This is ours". Girl - "No, we want to sit here". And then he says it. A quote that he is excellent for, and manages to make me cry in laughter every time he does it. "Bitch, i will Kick, Your, Ass." I dont know why, but lenny threatening a girl that is sitting at his table i just find hilarious. That one made my week. Tonight, i headed to work for yet another 8hours of sitting around talking to matt. Not too much fun, but bareable by all means. I over hear yet another conversation breaking me into laughter. Girl one "Yea tom and mary decided to have a baby. They're going to start trying soon". Guy one (without hesitating) "Cool, can we watch?". *Dies* Excellent. Two "make my week" quotes. Thats all i really planned on mentioning this time around. Catch you all later. -n00bit

Almost in the Clearing, Then a Fall

Well today was anohter wasted day of my life. My stupid lazy ass fell asleep instead of going out, again. This is my only weekend day to do shit, and i manage to fuck it up weekly. Pretty sweet. Sunseri came into the house and woke me up at like 10:30pm. Said they were outside, and lets go out. I put my shoes on...open the door and my WONDERFUL mother walks in. Boy how i've missed her. -_-. She yells raves and screams. Nothing i cant handle or that i didnt know was coming. Punishment is no going out until summer. Which is fine. I need a ticket to solitude anyways, she just gave me one. I'm on the 900th level of depression. I seriously feel like i'm at the bottom of the world. I'm sitting here, trying to calculate how long it is til i'm 18. 18 is my "Get the fuck out of here" pass. I look forward to redeeming that ticket. To johnny sunseri and tues, thanks for the many attempts 2nite. I'm glad I have a limited number of people that i have a mutual like towards. I think its time i start being completely honest with everyone and how i feel of them. I have no lower to go, so people no liking me because of how i feel is no longer something i worry about. I need some pills, badly. IM me about h00Xing me up...i cant stand being in this state of mind. I'm outta here. Farewell. The one and only - n00bit