A loss of Words and emotion

Not really sure what to say anymore. I mean, sure, plenty to say, little with relevance. The whole change thing is coming closer and closer to an end with each coming day. My life packed up, moved, and is now in the setting up phase. Recently, my eyes were finally opened to what had been going on in front of my face for months now. Hurts to see it, but i guess its for the best. Perhaps an earlier descovery would have hurt less, but then again, i'm just a puss. This should be an end to the seemingly woah is me blogs. Just up in a turn recently. Now that things are settled back down, the problems eliminted (or soon to be emilinated), Happy blogs will Return. The ones that make fun of bradburn because he's the bottom of the pits pathetic, etc. Thanks for reading as always. Farewell. -n00bit *To fresher things*

I'm feeling like a time period

Lately things havent been going so great. Or maybe they have been, i've just been more and more of a glass half empty type of person. Either way, to me, things have been going downhill. I realized how hard I stressed that things going back to the way they were would be a good thing. I mean, viewing everyday as worse than the last isnt the best way to look at things. As Davey Spahr would say, "Change you PoV Davis". Perhaps i should. At the same time that I am thinking the new changes are bad, i wouldnt go back for anything now. I realize life is a Day to Day typa thing. One foot in front of the other type deal. Boring, long. Everyday I look forward to the day things take the permanent change. I'm sluggish and depressed. I dont feel I can count on much of anyone that i once did. 2mEEr will be a new day, where i will go to school and learn/do nothing and pass with flying colors. A day that I will at some point and time laugh, be bored, sleep, think about everything i'm typing here, and think of Ms. McCann naked. Spahr was teaching about bacteria today, and how it can multiply and become stronger. When the good bacteria is wiped out, strong, bad bacteria comes in. I'm thinking of my life in bacteria persepective. Everytime my good stuff dies, plenty of bad takes its spot. And no, woah isnt me. Just stating whats on my mind for the day. Thats all for now. Farewell. - n00bit

Blogging about a Blog entry

Just a month or so ago I wrote a blog entry describing exactly how fast things are changing for me now that i look back. It was freaky then, and i kinda missed the way things were. But, at that time, i almost said "They were good then, but they're ok now". As if by everything changing i just lost a little bit, nothing to worry about. But now, things are switching up for me yet again. If I list those friends i had a month ago and the ones i had now, the two list's would be very different. A few remain the same, many dropped, and a very small few added. And as much as i hate to say this again, the change that is occuring is bad. People I thought were like a new permanent part of my life have just...Left. It kinda sucks. As soon as i got used to the change i thought i couldnt live with, things change up again. I need some more variety. I went out with joe and the group 2nite. I mean, good people, but not ones i hang out with much. I had more fun with them then i have in a long while with the ones i know now. Its just...Different. As a family member once said "Best friends are hard to find, hard to lose, and Impossible to forget". I honestly couldnt agree with any 1 statement more than that one at this point. I cant tell if i'm losing good friends, or I maybe just enver had them to being with. A long story left untold named Life. I guess the only way to find out about everything is to live it. Long night of thinking ahead of me 2nite (along with some CS with seta in upcoming mins). Now you know a few more of my own life opinions. Thanks for reading...G'Night. -ALn

The white towel has been thrown in

Plenty of new and exciting things have happened since the last post. Wait...nevermind...Nothing. One thing i finally did was give up on all the things that have been a major factor in my life. Everyone has them...things that feel like life and death, but they dont really even concern you fully. Moving on after pain in the ass things that u have been attached to is always difficult. Just another thing to overcome. Its been a bad few weeks in general. Many times wondering who's mad, and if they are mad...whats the reasoning behind it. Ugh...Life in the shoes of me...and everyone else i know. Coach gave us new seats today...as she puts me alllll the way in the back. Real smart coach...now we know why india wouldnt higher u. Bowling 2mEEr. Basically if we lose this one...We lose the season/section. Seta came over and managed to fix my computer with some cra-z program he D/L-ed. So now my comp isnt fuxed. Thats all the good and bad news for now. Farewell. -n00bit

Below the Belt (no pun intended)

I like to think that, in general, i'm a fairly happy person. I try not to bitch much or get on peoples nerves. I'm cool with whoever i can be cool with. Not many brawls or arguments. No real enemies. Just, more of a glass half full kinda guy. Highschool, however, looks to "correct" my type if you will. I know, just a 16 year old kid shit talking school...we all do. I dont dislike it because of the teachers, not for the school work, not for even having to wake up early. Its the other kids, all within 2 years of my age. Not all are bad. Actually, most arent bad at all. False information that is shit out by people i'm not fond of seems to flourish. Why?...We're in highschool, and thats what highschoolers seem to do. I learned to accept it, until it has to do with me. Fact is, I've actually learned not to let anything get to me. If your like some i know, and you let every little thing get to u, your going to end up cra-z. ...kyle...<3. I'm going to sound as non-black as i can right now. People need to get up out my buiiisness...my buisness. Very long day today. Very long. I'm heading (no pun intended) off for now. I'm gonna lay (no pun intended) down and get some rest. Much needed. I look forward to the day it is time to go away to college. Its more long awaited for me than anyone else in the world right now. Later all and thanks for reading. -n00bit