My luck is fading

poker 2nite. God damn sunseri couldnt have gotten much luckier...shtupped me over. Ugh. Still <3 tho. Not much happened in my world 2day. Mainly excited all day that i have poker, the new highlight of my every other week. Wasnt the same w/o matty H...i missed his domination. Mowed 2day...30 bux for a 50 min job. Not bad i guess...paid for poker atleast. As much as i love summer...i must admit i kinda miss school. It keeps me busy instead of sitting around watching TV all day. We'll see what happens. I should start doing these b4 1 am. Hope dad is haveing fun at the big apple...LAF. Good time with t3h peeps 2nite. I'm off 2 ohio in about 4 hours...so i'll be updating this on sunday i suppose. G-ma is off to japan. O boy. I've been missing the good things in life and only looking at the bad. Bad call...silly nub-it. Everything doesnt have to be serious, and i dont need to be as uptight as i am. I miss the people i have learned to love over the years (in a un-gay way). lol. I'm looking forward to driving, not for the ability to drive, but to see and revisit things i like. Baltimore is outta the question this summer...stuck here the whole time. Dad (as stated above) is in NY. I guess i could stay with "aunt TT" for awhile, but wont be as fun or th same without dad. I figured i was gonna miss him. Hasnt been but 2 days and i already do. Good company. If your reading this, hope to c u soon. Thats the news for now. Much love for my peeps, u've kept me sane over the years. -Your Friendly Neighborhood Alan