Its Been awhile

Well, here I am again. Its been a few months since the last update. Life has been crazy and its been hard to get around to doing an update. As most of you know, I actually graduated high school. Barely...But, I did. Whether you win by an inch or a mile, you still win. I've been doing a lot of thinking about high school in these past few months. Thinking about the faces I know I will never again see. The jokes that flew, the crowds, the teachers, the all round pain in the ass. But I've also thought about what I got from highschool. I've realized that highschool wasnt about the books, wasnt about the late nights doing homework, or about the ever so feared report card. It was the real foundation for most peoples personality. It was about becoming a person that will soon be let out into the "Real World". So as much as I always thought highschool was a waste for me because of the shitty grades i got and lack of success i earned...It really did quite a number on me. I've become my own unique person, much like all of my peers. It was all about creating a shape, a way of life, for people to learn and follow. Every person I met in highschool had some type of affect on me. And without highschool, i wouldnt have met any of these fine people that i learned to know. Now I am what i am because of it, and i like it. Highschool worked for me, and I hope other people feel the same way. Now, as many of my peers plan on going all over the country to attend college and i stay here, I know it was all meant to be. The path i took in highschool made me a person not meant for college. I'll miss those that leave, but will go on meeting new people hopefully to continue the basic idea of highschool. Just outside of the actual school. The rest of these few adolesence years i have left will all be just a few more years of "High School". Going around, meeting new people and shaping my life even further to become the ideal adult. We're all on our way to becoming that, and now that the first 12 years of schooling are all done, we're just that much closer to becoming what we will be for the rest of our lives. I moved out of my mothers house when i was 17. Didnt have to wait til my 18th birthday. I think it was the best decision i ever made for several reasons. It helped me become much more mature very quickly. Theres a lot on my plate now. I'm alone, and independent. I appriciate a lot more. A free meal didnt mean much to me a year ago. Now?...It really helps. Money is precious, but not for little things anymore. Remember saving up every penny you got just for that new REALLY COOL video game? Now, I save half of my 40 hour work week paycheck for Rent, Food, Cell Phone, Electric, and Cable bills. Life isnt a fun ride, but i'm living it. And, making it. I'm living with Mr. Alderson currently, and will be moving out on sept. 1st with Joe and Randi. I'll be there for a year. Then, its nothing but question marks. I remember being 10, and having the next 8-12 years allllll planned out. Nice and easy. Now, I cant even see a year in the future. Its definately a nervous feeling, but i Like it. In conclusion, i just wanna take this opportunity to say thanks to the class of 06' for keeping me entertained and making me who i am today. It was quite a good 10 years. Good luck to all those continuing their schooling, I wish you luck, and In some cases, you will be missed. Now, as always. Farewell - n00bit. <3U