Hitting Home

Last night i went to McCoys with Chad, bobby, kyle, craig, sunseri, bill, and Tuna. It was a good time, just kinda relaxing, knocking back wings. I gave boyle a final squeeze goodbye right b4 we went. The final goodbye to her. After dinner i gave bobby chad and kyle their final squeezes and handshakes goodbye. It didnt really feel like much of a goodbye. Felt like the goodbye we exchange after we're done smoking stoagies on chad's back porch. Just kind of a "See ya 2morow" goodbye. 2nite is when it kinda hit. Chuck came over and we talked for a solid hour and half. Just about everything. Saying goodbye...People getting homesick...Who we're gonna miss more than others. I was like "Wow, when chuck leaves...He's actually leaving". So now, with just about everyone's final goodbye's said and past, its time to really start the new life. Friday night or saturday morning i'll bid a good friend farewell, Sunseri. With that handshake and wave goodbye, everyone will be gone. Amazing how that snuck up on Everyone. Everyone. I've been sitting here since i got back from vacation on sat listening to "Memory" by sugarcult, thinking of everyone and how its just about over. Yea, lame i know, But touching none-the-less. For now, this is a farewell. -n00bit

HeartBroken

Well school started. I have a random line up of teachers. I'm sure the time will fly in this final year of highschool. I'm looking forward to living it i think. Think of your best friend in the world. Some one you feel like you would die for. A friend that you love...Couldnt picture yourself living without. Now, imagine that person telling you they are getting kinda tired of you, and that they're fine with not having you in their life. Can you feel the burn?...I almost need to pass you the Aloe Vera just thinking about it. Yea, it happened to me. Right now, not gonna lie, Kinda 30 steps beyond hurt. I loved who i thought was that friend more than anything in the world. We talked...And i basically got an "I dont care" vibe. Brought tears to my eyes. Sat in my room and stared at a wall for an hour, asking how me and some one i love could possibly just stop talking. My face is in the ground...and it's gonna take more than time to pick me up. Love you krista, sorry I cared so much when you cared so little. Must have been annoying for you. And here i go now, Trying to get over the best thing i've ever had. Farewell - n00bit.

The Life turned into The Memory

Back from NC. I got Burned, Robbed, Evicted, and had a confrontation with an OcciFFer. Still a good time tho, Somehow. Well, Its finally come. The end of a number of friendships. The end of a life without worries. Summer has come and gone. Twas quite hard to say goodbye to the seniors in school, now its time for a goodbye. Some going 100+ miles away. More than a long walk, For sure. As I wave goodbye to a few i have grown to love, and times i have definatelty gotten used to, I realize just how much i'll miss a select few. Bob and A-CHAD. When i think "Who am i going to miss thats going to college", for some reason they are the only two that come to mind and bring pain. Twil for sure hurt to give bob and chad a final hug as they depart for Penn Main and Pitt Johnstown. Most people are taking the departure of everyone quite hard. If anyone that is leaving tells me they arent ready for a change, Their lying. And i'd be lying if i said i wasnt ready for a change aswell. So, with the exception of Bob and Chad, I'm glad everyone is finally beginning to head their seperate ways. I look forward to the day its me taking the step in the different direction away from highschool life. And wow, Just realized. Sac will be missed dearly aswell. No party will ever be quite as much without that guy. He manages to bring cra-z-ness to the table everyday. The summer started great, Then i headed to ohio for a break from a few things, came back and to the greatness, And its been heading downhill ever since. I've met some awesome people, and also been forced to say goodbye to a few. The people i've met can only get better. And the more i think about it, The people i lost are only getting worse. Drinking on June 4th was AWESOME. Now its like "Eh...If theres nothing else to do...". Like i said, Time for a change. Its going to be a fun year for sure. Looking forward to monday, Believe it or not. Farewell - n00bit

Some things never get old

Well, monday night i crashed at sacs for a fun night with fun people. I cant possibly get tired of chillin with sac and crew. Its always a garunteed good time. Tuesday i woke up and headed home. Chad and i headed out for the night, making a stop at best buy and walmart. Shopping for a new comp at bestbuy was interesting. I think what topped it all off was the Farewell to bestbuy joke from chad. He said "Great, thanks for the help (to the employee helping us). I'll probably be back 2mEEr to buy it." As we walked away, he Said to me "In other words, your not getting the commission...". One word came to mind...Owned haha. Always a good time with chad. Just as sacs cant get old, neither can going bowling with chad. Which is what we ended up doing. Good times, as always. Chilled at amanda's that night. Excellent time. Loving Life, as always. Just an update on whats been going on the last few days since i am ever so bored. Sac has limited time left with us, and i'm headed to NC soon. I realize now thats going to be one heck of a goodbye. Or a "See you later" anyway. <3 sac. Farewell - n00bit

Robbed Blind

You know, i sat there at work today wondering how my mula situation got so bad. Some obvious things came to mind that i cant discuss because my mom reads this...But then some things i was still wondering about. I got 160 taken off me at sacs...i sent 100 to a person on EBAY and never got the item...I just lost 10 bucks a minute ago...I lost a 260 paycheck...Like...Wow. Rediculous. If i add up what mula i'd have had i not been an idiot, and been robbed several times. Hundreds more. Nearly 500. It sucks. I'm headed to play poker in a few. But now i have more than one reason to play. Used to be for the fun and thrills. Now, i actually like need to win. Cuz i'm poor. So yea, thats its. Just thought i should bring that to everyone's attention as it has been brought to mine. Farewell - n00bit

Just over a week now

Well, here it is. Something that a lot of kids have been fearing for months. The end of summer. It still seems like we have a ways to go, But we dont. I have a little more than a week, then i'm in NC for a week. Honestly, i cant wait for it. I'm going with people i dont chill with at all or anymore. Danko and russ will be fun to chill with because its been so long. Then gabe and this Febes (sp?) girl i hear so much about i'll be chilling with aswell. Looking forward to it. I know my summer runaway vacation is coming kinda late...But i like it. Now i come back straight into school. For the first time ever, i can not wait for this school-break to be over. I have one more year of highschool and then i'm a free man. Half the people i used to chill with i dont even care for anymore, so school will be a good opportunity to head back and meet different people. As much as it hurts to say goodbye to those i've been uber tight with for a year now, its something that obviously needs to be done. I think i have a fun week, an uber fun vacation, and an uber UBER fun school year ahead of me. I'm looking forward to the change...Big time. I was just kinda chilling here at 2:30 thinking "wow, this is almost over". A warm tingly feeling indeed. Tis a farewell for now....Catcha on the flip. Farewell - n00bit